--Back Post: December 16--
Today is a good day.
It’s good because the sun is shining.
It’s good because I had a terrible class this morning with my future second-graders, yet don’t feel like a failure NOR do I regret signing on for this adventure.
It’s good because my apartment is all packed up, waiting to find a home on Duluth.
It’s good because it’s incredibly obvious that my parents are wonderful beings.
It’s good because the holidays are coming up, and even though I cannot afford presents for anyone, I don’t feel bah-humbugged or ashamed at all.
It’s good because I am alive, feeling positive.
It’s good because my week is chock full, yet promising, relaxing, even celebratory.
It’s good beacause I feel as though I’m in the midst of a re-coming-of-age, and right now I feel blessed because that’s true, rather than burdened.
Today is a nice change from my patterning lately.
I have been down, dreary, and downright annoying with my complaints and misgivings.
Is it the sun?
Is it the fact that I have something to look forward to?
Is it the sense of closure in my life?
New beginnings?
I haven’t a clue.
But I’m happy : )
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